this song and music video is mine and my ‘sister sadie’ favorite song ever my first time cuting was seeing tis music video like 57 times and getting dumbed and me and alondra cut perfect in are left arm mine is still thhere hers isnt damn i love this song!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to lose all this b4 school and want to stop seeing my blood when evr i get upset i wwant to b the girl evrybody loves 2 b with i want to b the girl my boyfriend shows off to evrybody i want to b the 1 evry 1 looks up2 i want 2 b the girl u will nevr 4get
i want this so bad!
he was going to leave so new cuts came month and a half clean till yesderday causee i did it he did it what do i do??????????? im soo confused?!?!?!?!?!
so its been a month and a half with non cutting i was soo happy with myself ive thought bout it but didnt till 2day july 2 the day u told me u still like her and maybe we should brake up but u dont know i dont now anymore fight for u or give up cuz i no im worthless i always will b worthless i never ment anything to u besides i could get her mad
please dont tell me you have feelings for her still ive liked you sence 4th grade and now you are finly mine but now you dont no if you should brake up with me or not your words ‘yes i just cant get over her i do want to brake up with you and i dont cause i still have feelings for her but im dating you and idk life suxz’ please dont leave me you already no what will happend to me its happend befor im not afraid to do it again please just please….
WHAT DO I DO!?!?!?!?!?
i may not eat as much as i did or smile as much as u want me 2 and might have more scars every week but thts just me ive been hurt been told things and you will just nver understand why i do the things i do and have a reasons for all this maybe i should just put it as this ive change and im sorry
my life is like a hr glass there lil peacs slowlly droping and leaving and htting the bottom then any day any hr. any min. any sec. theres that last peace that you have and aall you can do is watch as it slips aawa then everything it gone its all hit the bottom theres nothing left and nothing you can do but wish…wish you could flip it over and start your life again but you cant and its to late for that so you have to pray,pray for that some one to come along and not flip it over but give you a new one a new life to do right and that one person is going to be the one you wish you had from the start but if thathappened you wouldnt be strong and you wouldnt know better but till that someone comes dont make to many regreat cause that hr glass only gose for a surtant time.
